Today i confronted a girl , yes , nothing big deal , I was quite piss with her baby acts, and in the end she needs her lover tu save her away by talking tu mye , and helping her on her behalf tu apologise tu mye , well , look . im not angry over her lover as because it wasnt the lover fault , eu seee , and the lover did nothing wrong tu mye , oh wait , he did last tyme by calling mye a bitch but i have alrdy call him back a bastard so its super duper fair , but the thing i was piss by the baby baby acts of hers was that she called mye a bitch , when i did nothing wrong , i dun even knw her yet and she called mye a bitch because she get tu heard some of my bad rumor in school , and she even called mye tu change away my bitchy-ness in school , well . who she thinks she is ? she said will continue wit mye second round next tyme , so today i looked her up fer her second round , pls blame it on yeur luck fer trying tu confront mye at the starting in msn , oh well . i was smart enough tu have msn history and tu save every single words she has told mye . Come on la , if eu dare tu say mye den pls come 1 on 1 with mye and face mye , why are eu afraid when in the starting eu even dared tu say i was a bitch and confronted mye , another thing was , eu said eu stop calling mye a bitch when eu knw i was a good friend of jamie , so are eu trying tu tell mye if i dun knw jamie eu will continue calling mye a bitch ? Ohya , eu said eu ramdomly stared at mye , so i also ramdomly stared at eu also , and as eu stare eu turn out tu stare even more & more , as same fer mye i will ramdomly stared at eu more & more . girl , do eu knw girl problems cannot be solve by guys , im giving yeur lover a big big face by letting this matter rest at the moment , but i cant confirm with eu if this matter has its round three , round four or round five , so dun ever step across the max of my patience .


oh ,well . i din left eu out from the very very starting , i thot eu will seat with mye at the very very starting in the bus , but eu din , so i thot eu wanted tu enjoy yeur music and dun wanna get disturb by mye so eu seat behind , but some how i was wrong abt what eu were thinking , i din knw eu felt left out , so at the roxy square i walk back tu eu , but eu ignored mye den what else can i say ? what option ? its all rubbish , i din treated eu as option is just what eu are think , honey .

Im getting tu break down soon , what do eu meant by the words ? tell mye . can i dun have any more guessing games in life . im tired , stop stop stop everything that is gona happen or perhaps stop everything might be happening . When eu gone , i felt myself trap under yeur love , but when i learn how tu stand up and walk out of yeur beautiful trap , i realise eu are a knife where by stabbing into my heart slowly & slowly , deeper & deeper and letting mye feel the pain slowly slowly & slowly , my briuses are heal but scars are never forgotten , some ppl tells mye not tu lie tu myself saying eu will be back one day , telling mye tu stand up and walk the way my life should be , do eu knw how much i suffered when eu were away ? maybe no , becuase eu were very happy at the moment of time , so now eu are back , how can scars be forgotten so easily , or maybe infact the scars will just stay there till the day i depart from this living mother earth , the world . Honey , i would't make myself suffer again again & again , i will not forget those scars eu left with mye , so if there's some stuffs eu dun understand why or dun knw , pls knw the reason yourself . I wont smile tu make up a show or act infront of eu anymore , I will cry at times when im sad , I will just be back tu who im , and who i was before .

♥ 11:49 PM