I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WONDERING WHAT HAVE I DONE IN MY PAST ?
because im currently living so miserable in my present .
i hate my family , why dun i have a proper family ? why ?
sometimes some ppl say if eu dun have a something proper or eu loose something eu treasure most thats because God wants eu tu lean on Him in things eu lost and things that are in proper .




Look at madhadir , he webcam mye , and look where's he in ? his kitchen , his com is at the kitchen and he seems he is enjoying those food behind him , big gulp , chocolates , chips etc ! Cool !
School end at ard 11 plus , exams totally screw up , there's stuffs i dun knw how tu do , and which is like shit . I nvr learn before i swear , out wit sarah , hanah , amanda & lester , after school tu buy sarah's guitar , and that makes mye fall in love with the violin now , i wanna learn violin now , i wanna buy myself a violin , i wan i wan ! i guess i will nvr have that chance anymore , because my dad will nvr agree wit mye , he will reply mye with this sentence , eu will take very long tu learn a violin as thats because eu have alrdy forgotten yeur piano , and eu need tu start all over again , and even if i really need tu start all over again i dun find a problem doing it but why are they so objective in stuffs liddat ? cant they support mye in everytime i wanna learn ? im not commenting on how bad is my dad or what so ever , im just trying tu say out the pain in my heart , alrights continue . brought sarah's guitar and we walk alot alot of place , and that makes my leg so so painful :'( i think i have leg problem now , it seems tu hurt at the knee cap whenever i walk quite alot , i seems tu encounter this problem this few times when i go shopping or stuffs lyk walking where by i dun encounter it last tyme , LOL , and we went home at ard 4 plus . the end , im very tired now i need my beauty sleep , its like 3 am in the morning and here im blogging !