Simplicity.

Monday, March 23

Its a Black & white world .

HOLIDAYS HAS STARTED but ... i dont think i will have any holidays .
everyday is flooded with dance , SHIT LAA , should't even tell my dance artistic director mdm yan choong lian it was holiday time fer mye , arhhh . whatever , now everyday dance dance dance , what makes mye sooo piss off just just now , erina & benjamin went off at 6 plus gng tu 7 , sooo i thot i could also go at like ard 6 plus , artistic director , mdm yan didnt allow mye tu go off soo i thot tu call my dad tu help mye fake fake , WAHLAO LAA , he say he wont lie ( knn , cb , nb , fuckkkkkk ! ) can eu freaking believe i was the only student thr ??? student and not teacher , IM A STUDENT AT THAT POINT OF TIME . wahlao laaa , he dam what sehhhhh ! idiotic , i hate this , why cant eu allow mye tu live happily ? eu cant give mye a good family because of yeur ... den why cant eu give mye a good life , sooo at least next tyme when i think back abt my childhood , teenage life it was be soooo saddening , DADDY ! MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING , I GORT TU ADMIT TT I REALLY SPEND MONEY LIKE CRAZY , BUT LOOK HAVING SOOO MUCH MONEY , BUYING SOOOOOO MANY THINGS I WANT , DOES ALL THIS REALLY MAKES MYE HAPPY ? noooo , this is not i wanted , all i wanted is a happy family from eu and mummy , but i knw this is not gna happen anymore , because both of eu have divorce alrdy , arhhh whatever ! i should freaking stop here abt this , okay sooo i rotted in dance from ard 3.30pm tu 10 pm , on the way home , i quarrelled with daddy , arhhhh , another pathetic story life , he keep thinking des is good all those , and he wants mye tu work in des , HE IS CRAZY ! no way , 1000 plus a month only laa , CRAZY ! ITS NOT GNA MAKE MYE HAPPY , so i told him i wanna go new york study dance after ITE college east since during june im gng thr tu study like fer the pathetic 3 weeks , den he with his damnnnnnn look down on mye eyes scream at his top of his voice saying i cant even study , this coming 3 pathetic weeks gng tu new york during june is just tu try out how's life thr ? WTF ???? THIS IS CRAZY ! okay , i shall stop here before my eyes pour down like heavy rain . NIGHTS PPL .

sorry besties fer today , promise yet din go out with all of eu .
SUPER DUPER SORRY , LETS MEET UP ON WEDENSDAY ?
i will try tu run away from dance alright ? try alright ? lets see abt this .
tell eu guys by tuesday .

yeur one day one msg ,

is just killing myee !

perhaps eu nvr understand and felt ,

how "NICE" are eu treating mye .

♥ 11:23 PM