woke up late and rushed tu school like an idiot , first lesson OFC , i can only explain the class with the word BORING . Seriously , very Boring , and wow ! Chanel pass her OSA ACCESS EXAM *clap clap clapsssss* after OFC i dont knw what happened thr's no CRN LESSON sooo we went east point fer lunch and shopped ard den went back tu school fer SBM lesson , and same thr the lesson is boring like mad , after SBM class we slack outside 4th floor tu wait fer our next lesson while waiting i slept on cherie shoulder because i was tuuuuuuuu tired , i dont knw why . i cant sleep at night and maybe its because of * but now i felt even worst the every next day .
RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY ,
CHANEL NEEDS THE SUNSHINE'S LOVE .
i think my degree gone higher like more than 100 plus ? seems like after taking out my contacts i cant see anything without wearing my spec , and even now with my contacts on my vision are still sooo blur , OH NO ! i need a eye check up soon .
why do i act so strong but inside i'm really dying?
why am i still alive when all i do was thinking of how tu die peacefully ?
Sometimes when i say : " oh im fine ! "
All i wish was tt eu could be thr and look intu my eyes and say :" can eu say the truth . "
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